My YEARNINGS became LEARNINGS
CAUSE I DRANK from a CUP filled with TEARS OF FEARS for i could not be HERE & spiced it up with 'Rage against me'
untill it was EMPHTEA. I SMALL-SIZED myself into the bottom of the CUP to search for INNER PEACE, SELFACCEPTANCE, THE REAL ME.
So I could FIND OUT a WAY TO CUP-UP & STIRR-ED a NEW LIFE
Once i FOUND a way 'TO BE', I filled it up with TEARS of GREAT-FULLNESS combined with many layers of LOVE, DREAMS & CREATIVITY.
That's my CUP of TEA!
I call it AL-CHI-MISTERY
I stopped searching for a job & FIRE-D myself from NOT being ME
For it became to HAVE-I.
I could NOT SWIM A-WAY from my PAIN or i would become a HURRY-SANE.
I THRIVE-D into the DEPHTS of my SEA & looked how TROUBLED I CAN BE...
"Oh what a SHAME 'SING SONG SALLY' has to find her WAY"
I had a DREAM that I was on THE DARK SIDE of the MOON,
For I was the BLACK CAT of the BLUES.
I began to search for FEATHERS & CREATED WINGS of HEAVEN,
For I could GET back on MY EARTH-TRACK
From that TRIP ON I WANTED to COMBINE with the DIVINE.
I FELT ALIVE & LIGHTER, I began to SEE my life BRIGHTER...
I waited patiently for the WIND of SILENCE.
One day it carried me up to the MOAN-TAIN of DOME,
A place where AIRBENDERS tell you what to do.
It empowered me, tho I felt not COMPLETE nor FREE... The JOKE was on ME!
It GOD WIN-DIE AGAIN. The wind blew me DOWN-HILL when THE BIRDS of those MOAN-TAINS SANG "DARLING-LING-LING."
THOUGH but I did it with FL-AIR-Y
I did not believe what those AIR-BEND-ERS said to me. For it felt to H-'I'-GH in the SKY...
I don't want to wait to some GODS for MY TIME IS NOW! I WANT TO COMBINE with the DIVINE!
LIFE is a DRAMA ON KA-ME-RA with many JOKERS, PRO-WOKE-RS, GAMBLERS & MIDNIGHT TOKERS.
So i kept on SEEKING how TO COMBINE WITH THE DIVINE & CREATE A QUIET SIMPLE LIFE...
"NO RULES! CAUSE I ALREADY RULE!". I screamed that ZEN-TENSE for hours...
It became FOGGY, i FOR-GOD the TIME, the L-'I'-ES & SELFDENY.
"SHALL-I-LOW or should i CHASE my SHA-DEW that was CREATED by MY LIGHT?"
I QUEST-ION-ED MY-SELF A-GAIN...
So I STIRRED into the RIVER... An 'empty box came floating by' & OUT of the BLUES a BLACK HORSE TOOK ME on his back and brought to a place where I BE-A-LONE. He drew me into the FORBIDDEN WOULDS of my ROOTS & I S-URGE-D for my GUIDES to SHOW ME MY WAY...
There they were! The NAVOJA Came! I KNEW they would DE-FIND ME ONE DAY & TEACH ME HAW TO NAVI-GATE threw LIFE , HURR-EY!
I STOOD there for hours & saw HAW-KEYS were created in the smoke of their FIRE.
I TUNED-IN & UN-TANGO-LD them. TRUE it FIELD, the FIRE of HOLE! For they were my TRIBE I LUNG-ED for. I could finaly BREATH again.
One of the indians, called 'FIREKEEPER', came to me.
I started to talk FIRST, cause I had an INNER THIRST & felt NERVED.
"So whats your role in life FIREKEEPER? To keep the FIRE UP or to EX-THING-WISH or do you just SMOKE some HOT STUFF?"
He laughed & said, "I'm LEARNING to COMBINE with the DIVINE."
"Are you KID-THING me? Me to, WOOHOO! FIRE is GOOD BUT WATER EXTHING-WISH what SHOULD!", I AN-SWEAR-ED that to him.
"That's a lovely ME-LO-TEA! I guess this could be your RE-ME-DIE", he said to me. We LOVED at the SAINT TIME.
Without knowing it than, i became A WATER-FOUN-THEM of WISES & WISH-LESS, nor i was UNDER A SPELL.
Years passed by & DEATH became my FRIEND, cos "DEAD MEN TELL NO LIES... "
That's what my DEAD DAD ONCE WISPERD in my EAR, For i FELT him NEAR, tho he was NOT HERE, I WISHED that for years.
My BELIEF turned into an INNER KNOWING. I became AWARE, so in THE NOW I KNOW WHAT I FEEL... My DAD IS EVERY-W-AIR.
A couple of INCARNATIONS later...
Same PLACE, same SOULS, same OLD HABIT & GAME BUT DIFFERENT SPACE.
I connected with FIREKEEPER again to remain my REFRAIN.
"FIREKEEPER, you once told me what's my REMEDIE... But It's funny enough NO ME-LO-TEA but a ME-MORE-I of a DREAM
"What DO YOU MEAN?" He asked. I STARED into his 'I's and said, "I MEAN TO BE ME, FIXED & GROUNDED like any TREE",
He looked up & asked, "What DO YOU PREFER? TO BE A TIGER OR A LILY? "
"I like TO BE A ROARING BLOOM, BUTT I NEED M-EYE MIRROR to the MOON!"
"YOU KNOW NOTHING SNOWWHITE" , he AN-SWEAR-ED that to ME.
I was confused, than BREATHING is what i do.
FIREKEEPER called his tribe & asked us to sit down.
We closed our 'I's & suddenly all THE NINES CAME ON A-LINE & COMBINED with THE DIVINE
A VORTEX opened NOW in the MIDDLE of our TRIBE! That was our TICKET for a SKY-JIVE & REL-EASE what was ON OUR MIND,
INTENTIONS we WISPERED as a RHYME, we STAMPED with our FEET on the GROUND. That's when our SPIRIT came out!
We made MUSIC by the SOL, cos than we SIMPLY ROLE. We DANCED ourself an OPEN HEART.
MUSIC & SOL , just like ROCK&ROLL! From that moment on I KNEW, that I don't have a CLUE!
But one thing i KNOW! I don't have to put on a SHOW! JUST FEEL & BE LOVE-D. I ROLE with THE FLOW! I ACT-NOW-LESS, THANKS!
After our SHARED EXPERIENCE, we decided to DANCE BY DAY. A-WAY to RE-CON-NILE WITH our SHADOWPLAY AND SING our WAY to PLAY & LEARN from our HUNGER GAME.
They teached me how to ROCK & I teached them how to ROLE!
We don't want TO COPE nor use DOPE. we PARTY by NOON cos we don't need a MIRROR nor A MOON!
We're just SHEDDING our SKIN without any SIN.
I am now surrounded by GIFTED KIDS, who never want to GROW OLD BUT GROW TIGHT
We simply COMBINE our LUCKY NUMBER NINE, for that is OUR TICKET to the SKY
I call them SURE-FINDERS of the FIT-TEST! TAT suits us well!
At the END of this ROLE, i finally could COMBINE IT ALL!
EATHER-WAY that's MY WAY to SHOW & WAY-CUP!
I Became DE-FINE with me. No DE-FENCE, THANKS!
So who am i? I am Sarah the explorer, the knower, the keeper, the seeker, the feeler, the truthspeaker, the godess, the joker, gambler, provoker, midnight toker, the listener, the dreamer, the wanderer, the believer, faithkeeper, soulhealer, the creator, investigator, transformator, reflector, storyteller & your mirror cause: "I'm a bitch, i'm a lover, i'm a child, i'm a mother, i'm a sinner, i'm a saint. I DO not feel ashamed. I'm your hell, i'm your dream, i'm nothing in between! I'm a little bit of everything, cause i role into ONE just like CARL JUNG & ALIGNED Morissette/Meridith BOOKS" 😅😎
ONCE Shakespeare told "TO BE or NOT TO BE, that's the QUESTION"
Many Years later a WISE WOMB-AN SINGS: "TO BE or NOT TO BE that's your QUEST-ION! Get back ON your EARTH-TRACK , SHAPESHIFT your MUDDY WATERS into CLEAR-I-TEA, so you can go with the FLOW & GROW, LEARN to BE in LOW & DO SLOW , FEATHER out your STO-RAGE, NEVER MIND THE BOLLOCKS & find your NEVERLAND!"
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